1. I am a hopeless romantic, but not in a healthy way. Now, don't get scared. I'm not a stalker or anything. But sometimes, I will become attracted to a girl so much that I literally convince myself I'm in love with her. I will spend my hours writing poems to describe her features. Usually, nothing within her personality is of note, so the poems will probably be directed at "pretty eyes" or "gorgeous hair." Part of my curse, I guess; I frequently "fall" for girls who are less-than-interesting.
2. I hide my feelings very well. If I feel this way about a girl, I can usually suppress it very well around everyone else. I'm pretty honest with the actual person, but if you're an outsider, even if you're a fairly good friend, you wouldn't see anything out of the ordinary.
Each of these things has gotten me into trouble in the not-so-distant past. To all those who have been affected, I apologize. Today, I have finally admitted to myself that I am not nearly as guarded about love as I should be. I need to reserve it for those who truly fit the criteria. I apologize to some that I have proclaimed my love to in the past, for I do not love you.
But as for you (and you know who you are, I am quite certain of it (and if you need confirmation, just check your cellphone for the text you received at 12:59 am)), I cannot tell a lie.
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